I'm having a breakdown

[itlnstln]

I'm 9 weeks into my cycle, - I've made great gains, but after almost dying 5 years ago - I don't know if I'll EVER get rid of this thin layer of "flab" (tits) - no matter how much gains I make - I look n the mirrir and se the 6'6" 430lb guy. (I'm 350 now)

I don't know if I can keep this up!

[Rat]

Hey! Keep a stiff upper lip! If you've made these gains, just think whats coming! Keep after it. If you almost died, and your doing as well as you are now, you'll reach your goal. Don't lose sight of it!

You'll get there.

Attitude is everything.

[Anabolic12]

Could you explain your situtation to us? I'm just wondering what your stats were before you almost died. And what you are trying to achieve now...

If you dont mind.....

[phatrr]

I'm in the 6' 330lb version of your boat. In July of last year, there were days I couldn't walk. Even riding in the car was painful enough for me to chew 2 Vicodin before I got to the end of my driveway.

I might not be where I want to be, but now I'm worried about how to crack a 315 squat.

That beats the piss out of laying in bed and wondering if I'll train again.

You've made great gains. Focus on those gains. Take a deep breath, and (this is going to be hard) give yourself some credit: you're worth it.

[pong21]

nevermind

[Puddles]

Hun...we all have our deamons, get into a little more detail and maybe we can either help or at least share our own struggles and how we've survived them.

Wishing you the sincerest best during this difficult time.

[Mr.X]

I'm 9 weeks into my cycle, - I've made great gains, but after almost dying 5 years ago - I don't know if I'll EVER get rid of this thin layer of "flab" (tits) - no matter how much gains I make - I look n the mirrir and se the 6'6" 430lb guy. (I'm 350 now)

I don't know if I can keep this up!

I say go on a cutting diet, you've been bulking enough IMO :bigsmile

[Onerepmaximum]

Well bro, It seems like you have alot to be thankful for.

You just have to keep plugging away. Sometimes it doesn't go as fast you want it to. I think sometimes we all question if it is worth putting ourselves through what we do. Maybe a week off or something would help you get your head right. When it comes down to it, anything we aspire to do all starts upstairs. Get your mind right and everything else is gonna fall into place.

[Lowpro]

I'm 9 weeks into my cycle, - I've made great gains, but after almost dying 5 years ago - I don't know if I'll EVER get rid of this thin layer of "flab" (tits) - no matter how much gains I make - I look n the mirrir and se the 6'6" 430lb guy. (I'm 350 now)

I don't know if I can keep this up!

If it means anything, I just realized I need to quit crying like a little ***** because I'm 6ft and 220lbs (with just a little more around the midsection than I like). I'm completely vain and everyone tells me, wtf are you talking about.

I guess we are our worst critics. Remember, for every one person who thinks you look the way you think you do, there are 10 more that are jealous of the way you look.

Cheer up my friend

[itlnstln]

I say go on a cutting diet, you've been bulking enough IMO :bigsmile

Can I go on a cutting diet that includes Test,Anavar,celn,t3 (halo)???